absolutely random.
i am so fickle.
i changed my layout twice within 24 hours.
LOL.
i buckled under peer pressure from xiu and vic.
haha.
both thought this is nicer.
but i was pretty sad.
cause xiu said it's damn obvious that i'm just shifting the boxes around
and not creating anything new.
but what to do.
i have zero creativity what.
as if you all don't know that.
bleah.
and of all the thinking i've done today,
which is alot by the way,
i conclude everything is nothing but wishful thinking on my part,
and i should stop obsessing and get over it.
and after so long,
i still cannot fucking let go.
damn it.
